Saturday 23rd June
Today I told the girls how truthfully unhappy I am about not being Eliza!! I made sure they knew how super happy I am about Abbie getting the part, but that I was very sad about not getting a proper big part and that I needed a hug .... and as proper friends should, they all immediately ran over and gave me the most super big hug in the world. I told them that I really thought I would get it, and that I felt so silly when I didn't get it that the only way not to let everyone see I cared was to pretend I was cool with everything.
Abbie was super sweet and gave me an amazingly big hug and said that I'd been so helpful so far with running through her lines with her, and that she couldn't possibly do the part without my help, and that if I stopped now she'd have to step down!!! I couldn't let that happen, but now I feel so happy about everything that it's good to be helping Abbie...... in fact, perhaps that's what I should be when I grow up ..... an acting coach helping famous people with their lines!!! In between starring in my own films and stage productions of course .... but still, I could be "Cheeky - acting coach to the stars!!" Tee hee .... there's always something to look forward to!!!